i began drinking freshman year in high school. i drank regardless of the times being "tough" or "not tough". the chemical i used was alcohol. i experienced physical, emotional and mental suffering from using alcohol. alcohol disrupted my life at all times during my use of it. i stopped using alcohol, by discovering the reason i was using it. i feel exponentially better now that i have stopped using alcohol. i have not had a relapse, since i discovered the reason i was using alcohol. in high school, on the weekends, i would spend time with my friends. spending time with my friends was happy and exciting. sometimes, we would drink alcohol. through-out high school and college, the same components and pattern(or causes and conditions) remained in place: friends, happiness, excitement and alcohol. these were 4 separate things that, out of ignorance, i began to confuse. when i wanted to quit drinking alcohol, i could not figure out why i could not stop. i found the book "the alcohol and addiction cure" by chris prentiss. after reading it, i applied the knowledge and was able to quit drinking. may everyone who reads this interview benefit from it. sincerely, dom/sloth